Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Growing Up


I can't believe how big she is getting, I know that she is 6 months old now, but she is actually turning into a little girl rather than just a little baby. We went for a walk this holiday weekend and instead of putting her in her car seat on top of the stroller, we actually put her facing out in the stroller. I was shocked at how well she fit and how grown up she looked! I almost cried, but the content look on her face and the curious looks she gave the outside world made it all worth it. My baby is growing up!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

My Everything


I was up last night figuring out Facebook and I decided to finally fill out one of those boxes that lists what you do for your "activities". I found myself writing all about Lily and how I take care of her. That's when I realized that I was truly sucked into mommyhood and Lily is the center of my universe. It has been a rough last 6 months with the ups and downs of hormones, battling personalities of parents and baby, and sleepless nights but I can look back and realize how worth it everything has been and how excited I am for the next 6 months. Lily is half-way to her first birthday and I am already missing the day old Lily and the 2 month old Lily, etc. I can now see what other mothers have spoken on when they say that their children have grown up in the blink of an eye. I think of all the mistakes I have already made in the last 6 months and how I can improve to be the best mommy for her in the next 6 months, but I'll never be perfect. I just hope that Lily will make it to her first birthday without any major physical, emotional or psychological damage! I think we can do it...